From humiliation to humility
Re-reading the book of Acts during this season of life has been interesting for me. I often reflect on Paul’s understanding of humility, surrender, and obedience. He was a person with the highest credentials of his time—a top debater and orator, and the most qualified Pharisaic leader, as referenced in Philippians 3. If you have the time and opportunity to read this reflection, I encourage you to consider Philippians 3:4-10. One of the most shocking statements Paul made to the Philippians is in verse 7, where he declares that whatever he gained, he now considers a loss for the sake of Christ.
I want all of you to imagine this:
- You have the highest credentials, but they are not acknowledged by your organization.
- You have the most experience in the industry, yet it goes unrecognized by your superiors.
How would you feel? Paul surrendered his credentials and experiences to the authority of the Lord Jesus Christ. The question I ask is: why?
Reflecting on this brings me back to Acts 9. The Bible tells us that while Saul (who would later be called Paul) was still breathing murderous threats, he was struck down by a blinding light, which left him “temporarily blind.” He was preparing to persecute Christ’s followers, full of zeal and enthusiasm for what he believed was “right.” However, this temporary loss of sight humiliated him to the point that he could not eat or drink anything (Acts 9:9). He may have been thinking: how would he report to the Jewish council? How could he explain this to his leaders? He likely felt embarrassed, upset, and frustrated. This experience was, in my view, a “total earthly humiliation” that ultimately led him to humility.
Sometimes, the secular world teaches us to strive for the top or to seek success at all costs. While we should pursue excellence, we must rely on the Holy Spirit and God’s Word. Continuing from Acts 3:18, we see Saul anointed by Ananias, receiving healing and the Holy Spirit to convict him. This is truly a work of the Lord that humbles His people so that His children can learn humility.
There is an Indonesian song that goes like this: “I bring nothing at all when I come into this world; I leave everything in the end when I return to heaven. This is what I have: a heart as a servant.”
Many years ago, I experienced deep embarrassment from an incident I can’t forget. I just wanted to dig a hole and hide. I couldn’t sleep that night. The next day, a friend came to comfort me, saying it was a good lesson in humility and that I could do better next time.
Brothers and Sisters,
God cares for us deeply and hopes we can be humble and trust in Him. We are created to bring glory to His name.
To God be the glory.